@GS- Thanks. I like your last posting. Funny thing is...all of these things have been voiced so I am just going to reiterate to them again because I truly do just want to make sure we all have the same expectations of the relationship at this point and we are all still vested in the relationship. I don't believe I am disillusioned since this is not my first 'go round'. I just believe my partners and I have a very different approach to these things...which is fine...but we need to brush up on the lines of communication in all directions. I understand that sacrifice is necessary and I am the one sacrificing the most since I am the single keeping myself available to them and keeping my emotions secured for them so...
We have touched bases so they are eager to have the conversation when I get back in town on Saturday so...I"ll post an update.