Thanks T, very well "sensed"... and said... and yes, you are absolutely right. I cheated by having an affair which I disrespected too by lying about the cheating. I feel that's about what it was. I hurt my wife and disrespected what I had with D. I guess it's up to me now to support both as a reflection or better an expression of my love for both to make it work for us.
You are brilliant. Thank you.
"Just for today..."