I don't want to let it go. I want our life to be the way I thought it was going to be. I feel like my white picket fence is evaporating before my eyes.
I am probably overreacting. I know she loves me, but it feels so far away, and.... compromised? Why do I love someone so much that I can't make her stop hurting me?
I had to call her today and remind her to wish our son "Happy Birthday". I feel like she is falling away from us.
I need to re-center. I need to mix me. I'm just not sure how.
Thanks for listnening to me breaking up. It helps.
The more you judge, the less you love
The only common thread in all my failed relationships, is ME.