I have told her over the phone twice in the last few days that I have had some revelations about myself, and that I have some stuff to work on. I thanked her, and that kind of confused her, truthfully because I have been vague as I want to have the discussion we need face-to-face.
A year ago, I never would have thought that inviting another man into our marriage bed would be a catalyst for self discovery and growth. I guess anything that makes you evaluate your life in depth will lead you to change, if you don't fight it.
I've never been so scared and excited in my life. Come what will, I will be better for all of this.
Thank you all for the therapy