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Old 10-23-2010, 01:31 PM
Ragabash Ragabash is offline
Join Date: Aug 2010
Posts: 69

I'm in kind of a weird mental place today. J has her first date with a guy she met through the dating service that she's really excited about, and I'm both happy for her and completely jealous at the same time. It's not the most pleasant feeling. I know in a situation like this jealous isn't unexpected, but I'm still feeling like I shouldn't be feeling it either...

I'm also somewhat worried that my moods are leading me to consider some poorly thought through ideas. Yesterday, on a whim, I sent off a message to the girl I used to like in junior high but never told. Not a weird message, just trying to reconnect, but maybe I'm hoping we'll hit it off, subconsiously? Of course I was looking up other people I used to know too, and have become convinced my best friend from elementary school's name is the Vietnamese equivalent of John Smith...
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