Originally Posted by SNeacail
.....but looking back I found that I had distanced myself from friends and I wasn't happy not having a social life. It wasn't my husbands fault, but MINE. I let it happen and it was up to me to fix it. It's still a work in progress.
This is why I am happy to have landed here. 3 Days ago, I was envious of the time B was spending with P. It is because of insight like this that I realized I wasn't unhappy because she was with him, but because she WASN'T with me. This bothers me because I have pushed all my friends away, and now I am lonely without her, because She has a life, and I don't.
Not her fault. Not P's fault. MINE. I broke my own toys. Now I have to fix them.