B is very all or nothing in everything he does, so the forever thing is really his idea; although H is happy to go along with it. She's also entertained my freaking out and let me go through it when he wanted to fight me. It's complicated, we'll see if it actually works that way. Freedom is nice to have though! I'm still deciding if I think I'm actually bi or pansexual or mono going through a phase (although I'm pretty sure that last one is not the case). Who said we had to decide anyways?