I've tried and tried to do this, to make/keep him happy... I just can't. I am not happy with what he wants... as if i'm not enough. The more he talks to her, the more I get upset.
When he takes time from me, I can see/feel he wants to be with her or talk about her.
Saw her RL... the look on his face when he looked at her, watched her ... it crushed me... because I "never" saw that look in his eyes.
Is it even really worth it???
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