I definitely am not used to be home alone so much, Tonberry... And having both boys away is rough at times. But, I have some awesome friends, which really helps.
I texted M last night and he was surprisingly responsive and friendly. I told Joshua that I really wonder how great things really are there, just because I expected a lot more NRE to happen so that we'd hear a lot less from him (and I thought he'd stop admitting he missed us since he has JB to occupy his time). I guess I thought I had things all figured out and I was wrong, but I can't say whether I was wrong in a good way or bad way yet.
I start moving towards seeing Joshua on Friday night, as we're driving to Kansas City to fly out of there on Saturday. Exciting!