Originally Posted by redpepper
ya, I get where you are coming from. I felt and feel this way sometimes. It sure would be easier... or so we are lead to believe. I tried this route for a few years, just for the hell of it and it turned out that it made me depressed, a bitch, and a crappy person full of resentment and rage against what I am suppose to be. It does come around when I see my parents struggle to understand, when I go to PTA meetings at the boys school and find myself biting my tongue when I want to talk about Mono... it's a small sacrifice for my happiness and the happiness of those who love me. They get the best of me now and that is much better than any old white fence I thought I should be aiming for.
Thank you rp...I've read a lot of your stuff on here, so it's nice to know even you feel it