You're right, you didn't get depressed right after I came back. First I was the one who felt down because upon my return I learned that my interest was moving across the country and I wouldn't be able to see him when I spent a month with Sean (they were coworkers), and possibly lose contact with him.
So I was feeling down about that for a bit, and I guess that's how our vicious circle started this time.
I'm not sure why it slipped my mind, then again the few days after I heard about it, I was feeling like my brain was the blue screen of death
I guess I had blocked that out or something.