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Old 09-28-2010, 09:56 PM
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Originally Posted by redpepper View Post
I do that whole "I will do everything to make you love me" thing. It's stupid isn't it? It does nothing but make me feel worse. I'm trying to turn that inward on myself... still learning and still struggling with it. For me it comes from having a mother that took love away if I didn't do as I was told or be who she wanted me to be. Sucks, but I am refuse to be a victim of that my entire life.
Yep. It's a struggle.
Maca's spent years struggling through his mother "abandoning" him at age 10, not to reappear again til he was 18 and graduating from highschool. Only to exit his life again in a big huge dramatic explosion when he married me.

Too easy to relate her actions to ALL women. Unfortunately.

Fortunately-she and I are nothing alike and someday he's going to see that. Not sure which day-but someday.
"Love As Thou Wilt"
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