thank you for writing back. I mostly feel in the way i think in part because they do live together and have the little things they do every day and feel that i would be butting in. So it is mostly self doubt.
I repressed my own emotions since i can remember (im 20 so it isnt like i know everything.) However sharing wasn't exactly encouraged in my family.
The main emotion that is causing problems is the loneliness and the feeling that i will get in the way. though sometimes i do occasionally lose my temper (i think that is mainly stress from the other two). Also i do have some trust issues and while i do want to trust them and think they deserve it, i just cant seem to make it happen. and that really bothers me