Originally Posted by TL4everu2
Example: Yesterday morning, I was fine. I felt like a million bucks. Then, a trip to Target with L and I am in the dumps again. I'm not sure, but it seems as though her texting her D put me over the precipice.
Sounds like you are on a bit of a Poly Roller Coaster ride yourself!
I know exactly of what you are speaking! Feeling left out...and for some fucked up reason, the texting just amplifies that feeling a thousand times! I have tried to figure out the "communication" overload (phoning, texting, skyping)....but I can't....it simply just makes me mad! Aurgh. All this 'figuring out' shit is hard work!!
Hang in there! AND try deep breaths, about 5 in a row, when you feel the monster well up inside of you! It sort of works.