Originally Posted by redpepper
Even when she asked me some really hard questions about Mono and my husband and what I would do if I ever found myself loving one more than the other...
It has made it really hard to search for another I can tell you.
I would hope you always love your husband more, I'm quite comfortable in that. I've said before that I think he is the only one who has ever loved you more than me. He has strenghts and understanding that I don't. I respect that and love him for it. That is why I feel we are all meant to share life together.
I'm sorry it is so hard for you, Love.
if she finds some one who holds your primary relationship as sacred as I do Redpepper and her husband's, I believe you'll be fine emotionaly at least.