Originally Posted by MonoVCPHG
Sorry your feeling so bad my friend. I don't know what else to say other than hopefully tomorrow brings a great and pleasant surprise
Thank you. I just can't help but to get mad and that makes me sad. Being there for my SO should be enough in and of itself. I should feel this "glow" that makes sacrificeing for my SO worth it.
I don't feel that glow. I just feel hollow and empty and vaguely stupid.
At least I have art. I spent some time this evening watching something about the Medicis tonight. Some of the work they sponsored brought me to tears.
If poly gave me that, even once, I would say it was worth it. After watching that movie I think that I might be directing my energies improperly. More later. Good night.