Blah. I'm sitting alone again in my apartment.
I know I should be grateful that I'm not living under a bridge and have a little bit of money to get food and what not.
But I'm not.
I have been looking back on my relationship with my SO and realize that I would have been a lot happier if I would have laid down a lot more rules and/or vetoed the guy she is with now.
I know that I should be happy that she found someone that is almost perfect for her(he isn't better than me in every way, but he is a better fit for her in almost every way), but it's a little difficult for me to be happy when this is one of those days when it really hurts.
I'm thinking of maybe going to a bookstore or watching a movie or something.
This is one of the many days when poly is hard for me.