Originally Posted by RazeGeneration
It was nice... honestly I wish I had that happiness too. When I got home, tears just rolled down my face unprompted, they do that alot lately.
I just want to feel better...
When I think back on my depression at its worst, I see an ugly light teal colour ... I was a student, living in an ugly house with roommates, and that was the colour of my bedroom.
I would lay in bed staring at the wall for hours. Not on purpose, but it just ... happened.
I do still have days where I stare at the wall. But they're a pleasing shade of green. In my
house where I live with my fiancÚ. There's usually at least one cat or dog on the bed when this happens.
Bit by bit, things get better.