Thanks Sage, you seem really good with this stuff! Lots of practice??
What I want is to relax. I know - logically - that we are ALL good with each other, but it seems that logic has little room at times! Which is odd, since I am very logic based (programmer).
I bought 100 bucks worth of snacks today....so hopefully, the monster doesn't rise with a low blood sugar only!!
They keep asking me, 'what is in it for me?' I just really love being tight with the both of them. It's so fucked up. Or maybe not....who knows.
Anyhow, I am working on my self...which by the way is a pretty secure self 90% of the time...but that 10% down almosts kicks my own ass to the curb!!