Thanks for the perspective guys. I took the unusual step (for me) of stopping by her apartment. I never, ever drop by someone's house unannounced. I won't even drop by my mother's house unannounced. But, today I did and she wasn't home. I also called and then sent a text message essentially saying - let me know you're ok and at least I can have some ease on that front.
Still feels odd. Not used to this kind of dynamic. At any rate, I'll have to let it go soon. Hopefully, I'll at least get some confirmation of her health and I can drop that particular worry.
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“Instead of getting better and better at avoiding, learn to accept the present moment as if you had invited it. And work with it instead of against it. And making it your ally rather than your enemy.”