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Old 08-23-2010, 05:24 AM
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I often have a difficult time expressing to other people that I am not interested in them because a) it's always a little awkward and b) I do this thing where I feel like I need to make myself like them. As if it's my last chance and I'd better hop on board quick before I end up an old cat lady. Silly I know. But I accept that it's something I need to do in life and even though it is awkward in the short term, it saves grief in the long run. I suppose if you have to think really hard about whether or not you're interested in some one, there's a good chance you're not. And can I just take a sentence to vent and say that it is very hard sometimes, not being out. It's necessary for now but I wish I didn't have to pretend. Rant complete. Rough weekend. Lots to figure out.
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