Allow me to CLARIFY.......I am not upset that I had little "quality communication with S&D.
I'm such a POOR communicator. I have an inane ability to completely f- up EVERYTHING that I say. Everything I say is misconstrued and misunderstood. Even when I try to be completely clear, I apparently am not. I am almost at a point with my wife, where I simply don't want to talk, for fear that what I say gets mis-understood. I just can't seem to say anything "right". I say "up", it apparently means "down" for some odd reason. I just can't keep this crap up on a daily basis day in and day out.