Just wanted to add that although I have some growing pains in the realization that I need to adjust to realizing I am not going to see things go exactly how *i* want them to be, I am doing fine and feel blessed with what I have.
Nerdist and I are very different people; he is a hermit, slow moving, in his head, pensive, needs lots of down time and sleep, while I am always on the move, head strong, loud, always getting a group together to do things, always creating fun times and flying by the seat of my pants. I need to realize that for better or worse I have married someone totally different from me and while I have freedom to have other partners with him, there is a limit.
He does not love Mono, he sees no benefit to him in our arrangement where I would of liked to of seen them best friends, its just not going to happen. I thought it was, but it isn't and I have been mislead.
That's okay. Really, I have no right to complain. So I am not going to, just continue to figure it out.
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