Thanks again, all of you for your support; this is just making me batty.
One minute I'm fine, then something snaps a bit and I'm just heartbroken. UGH!!! It's so good to know that those of you with experience under your belts in this type of relationship handle things so much better than she has. I'd like to believe this ccommunity is truly about genuine love, and that as you gain wisdom and experience, you can be more loving in your actions.
Well, as we approach the weekend, there's going to be all kinds of interaction, I think 3 of the next 4 days. Cripes, this mess is just going to destroy whats left of my liver.