Well it's your life, but if I had a farm, I'd bet it that I know what redpepper will say to this.
You are talking out of both sides of your mouth, though, just so you know. First you say all this stuff about your kids and safety and what if the husband find out and comes after your family, and then you turned around and say that you're not 100% because YOU feel "bad".
It's obvious to me that your gut has already told you that this is not a tenable situation, and you are allowing doubt to be planted against your better judgment.
We have to be true to ourselves because we can't escape from or avoid ourselves the way we can with other people. That's "we" the "royal" we, not "we" as referencing any particular individual(s) on this forum.
I read these stories and think "I hope this never happens to me".
Last edited by NeonKaos; 08-04-2010 at 05:51 PM.