Thank you to all who responded... sorry it's taken me so long to get back on here.. busy, busy, busy...
It is getting easier and overall better... but, I am very interested in finding a "girlfriend" to no avail so far though. Seems all the people I've met so far either duck, run, or strike a startled expression when they learn my situation. But, I am determined not to give up that easy. I do find it weird however, that it would have been easier to find a woman if I was cheating on my wife, rather than trying to find a woman that is OK with my wife knowing everything. lol Just silly I tell ya!