because I sat down and told Indigo I would
cheat if I couldn't be with more than one person. And it hurt SO much to say that to him because I love him.
All of my other long term relationships have been serial monogamy, and now, with Indigo and a poly relationship, he's outlasted everyone else by twice as long. (And managed to convince me to marry him!
I was even "bad" at cheating, which I had to avoid simply because of my problems with anxiety.
So yeah, I fall into the orientation category.