Ok Dazed, I'm confused here....And I'm not sure if this will affect anything or not, but are you a man? or a woman?
The reason I ask, is this: Men and women are typically wired differently, which would explain some things. (like why you have these emmotional feelings all the time) I was under the impression that you were a man. Men (typically) don't have as many emmotional feelings with the bounce from one end of the spectrum to the other.
Please note that I said "typically". It DOES happen, but not as common as with women. Just an observation. Thats all.
My appologies in advance if this question offends at all.