Arggg. I am so pissed at my self right now. My self confidence is shot to hell. This long distance thing is really hard. Just talking to some one is no way to really now what a person is feeling. I have a hearing problem so I get many clues from someone by there body language. Not being able to see someone is like only hearing half of anything that is said. I am just on such rocky ground. I really want to reach out but afraid its not really wanted. *sigh* Just not feeling good about my self tonight. I am tired and my head has hurt for 4 days now. I think I need to go crawl in bed and hide my head till morning.
A new love is vary shiny, but with a regular polish a old one shines just as bright.