Begining to Feel Compersion !!
Well it seems my quest to "figure this all out" is moving ahead well.
We had one of our blissful just-us-2 two weekends. Z read something that really clicked with him and he has finally fully accepted himself as poly.
He has decided that he wants to meet some women in our area to build relationships with. Even just a few weeks ago this would have filled me with dread but yesterday morning as he was surfing around different online sites I felt a deep sense of satisfaction that I could enable the man I love to fully explore who he is.
This is a small place but we have found a triad not too far away that we are going to get together with to check out the poly scene around here.