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Old 07-18-2010, 02:33 AM
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Um, there isn't even anyone, yet, and as I said while we're distance probably won't be.

I'm scared that there'll be someone I can't get along with but I'll have to tolerate them, letting them in to a part of my life I consider very intimate, and have no choice in the matter beyond stay or leave. The open door is a bit intimidating, I don't know who's going to come in, but I don't want to slam the door in their faces and would like to make them feel at home.

I feel it's a lot of pressure and a lot to accept about something that's a complete unknown to me. And if I can't deal with it then I'm doomed. I know that's true for most things in a relationship but this is a whole other person, not my lover.

It came up not because someone's there, but in conversation, by the way.
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