I'm not going to stay in my cocoon like I used to, babe. I just... needed to be there with my cigarettes and my one-word answers for a little while. You weren't the only one geting them, trust me. Gf game me a back rub, and she got almost no response from me. I just needed to 'turn off' and process things for a bit... sorry. I'm not too sure how to handle this mess right now.
Our talk last night helped. You cuddling with me for hours helped even more. I can guarantee that if it wasn't for you, I'd be a trainwreck right now.
This is my family. It may be little, and broken, but it's still good. Yeah, still good.