David sort of disappeared, and won't return phone calls, so I take that as a signal that he'd rather not even continue on as friends. Fortunately, I hadn't invested much in any hopes or expectations with him.
I've had a lot of disappointments in the months since my last report here, and haven't maintained the same attitude as I reported then. Some of my old not-so-happy and not-so-healthy habits have reasserted themselves, though perhaps not as bad as it had once been.
I really need to attend to what needs attending to in order to open myself to the healthier state I reported months ago. I think getting back into running and sitting meditation will likely help. And I need to drink less alcohol.