Originally Posted by Scaredofcasual
I have merry-go-round mind that is always thinking about having to deal with this issue and when it's going to happen, how I'm going to stand watching him pleasure and get pleasured by someone else other then me. I've been heavily drinking in the day and sleeping more to retreat and I've been losing my natural interest and happiness in the world around me.
Stop before you bury yourself in the booze. It only feels good when drinking your physical response the rest of the time will be increased depression. Drinking is a depressant...
you haven't been looking your natural anything, the booze is taking over...It becomes a vicious cycle. Rinse, drink, sad, sleep more sad, repeat...