I feel most problems in life are a direct result of a lack of understanding, knowledge, and/or perspective. I hope the OP still reads this thread.
Read the articles in this link:
If you feel connected to it, read more associative links on that page as well. I want you to keep in mind that while these opinions are very educated, they aren't the conspiracy theory end all solutions. However my logic in posting the site is that maybe by knowing the "bad" in people, specifically the women who is manipulating you, you will gain some back bone as you start to understand the true world of injustice you're being subjected to.
Good luck my friend, peace & love