I've just been musing to myself today how interesting it is to be involved in the growth of 2 tribes (for lack of a better term). I caught myself thinking at one point that I might have to chose where to belong at some point but the truth is that I belong both places. I just belong in different capacities. It seems to be part of a further shedding of monogamous thinking...it doesn't have to be one or the other there can be a meaningful place for me in both.
Ultimately I'd like for there to be more of a connection between everyone involved in my life but that's not something that's going to happen overnight and realistically it might not happen at all. The thing is that right here and right now what may be doesn't matter so much. What is is good and I'm just going to bask in the fact that I belong.
Everything will be ok in the end. If it's not ok it's not the end.