I hope you were able to find what you were looking for this weekend
After reading what's been written on this thread I have learned something. Always a good thing.
I have learned that the reason I was having problems with jealousy in the beginning was because: 1. It was early in our relationship so we didn't have a good foundation to work from & 2. since it was the beginning I didn't have the reassurances I needed in order to feel secure.
I will put more in my thread so I don't hijack this one