I admit my acts were manipulative. I also admit it wasn't fair. My DH is an odd sort. He would do anything for me, except be romantic and be more dominant. His mother majorly made him feel not worthy and not deserving.
I have always tried to be supportive and just love him.
We have had some great conversations lately. We actually have had some nice interludes as well. I have actually started being more controlling sexually. He is way into it. I do enjoy him, enjoying himself. However, I am not there.
I been reading a lot of BDSM, I really like the idea of it. I am to in my head.