Okay, feeling much better. I really enjoy reading through the post on here and something I read last night by Idealist, about being your own primary, cheered me up. And really, it was my hope that my wife and G#2 would be able to hang on their own, and especially when I was out of town. I've had some sleep, I'm going home today, I am my own primary and I feel much better.
peace and blessings everyone!