communication has never been a strong suit for me. Especially if I feel defensive. One of my faults is that I take things personally. The other day LR told me that one of the things she wants to wrk on in our relationship is better communication. Well we all know that she is great at communicating her thoughts,desires, needs. So of course that only leaves me as being the problem.
Now Im on the defensive, trying to defend and protect myself. I shut up and retreat into myself. I havent spoken more then nessecary in a day now. Every time I open my mouth ........... Well lets just say that the fight gets bigger.
Communication should be a easy thing right? You get to tell people how you feel and what you need. Then why is it so fucking hard for me to do?
Im not a quitter but I have to wonder......Whats the best thing for everyone involved?...........
" NO WORDDIES BE HAPPY"- My 2 year old baby girl