Okay, I take on your suggestions, May, but at the moment I feel very tired - primarily emtionally. Trust is an interesting word. I tried to stand in his wife's shoes and asked myself - if I were in her position, how would I do? Could I trust this woman and her words? How much could I happily share my husband's affections with her without feeling threatened and insecure?
You probably can tell that I am currently stuck - emtionally I really, really don't want to simply walk away from him, but at the meanwhile I am feeling being judged and questioned without knowing what are the most appropriate actions/decisions I should take... It is such a horrible situation to be in...
Is it always that hard to love someone?