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Old 05-18-2010, 06:13 PM
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Everything is spinning so much faster than I expected. My heart is open to things I never thought possible. The guy who kissed me at the party has been talking with me a lot more than normal. We are close friends, but we never really talk outside of in person. So this whole phone/IM contact is weird. I look at my husband everynight and say thank you. I get it. It seems maybe his affair was the best thing for us. My fears were because I didn't understand it, and I didn't understand b/c I wouldn't let myself think outside of my little box. So much has happened in the last 3wks and I'm dealing with it. I don't feel overwhelmed at all. I'm living in the moments of my life. It's an amazing way to live.
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