LR- thank you for your words. I do know that his love for me doesn't change simply b/c he is with other people. I want him to be his whole self. I love him b/c of who he is and this is part of him. I know that doesn't change his love for me.
Day one when we met I told him to be honest with me. Honesty is a HUGE thing for me. Cheating I can forgive, lieing is more difficult to get over. It bothers me that this is what he keeps disregarding.
I do want him to be his whole self, but I want to know I can trust him.
You're words did help me though. I've had a hard time figuring out why thi happens over and over, why can't he keep his promises even though he says he wants to? I think I have my answers now.