I had decided to call it quits with Sunday after Asha came back, but the day before she arrive he suddenly started telling me he loved me when we talked and kissing me spontaneously. I was baffled and hopeful. It was short-lived.
We've had some fairly good family moments. Rockstar has actually stopped telling me he hates me, and all of the kids seem to be getting along. Moose even was incredibly well-behaved this weekend, when he has a history of being short-tempered with small kids and sulky with adults.
I'm trying very hard not to admit to myself that I don't think Sunday is capable of having more than one woman in his life. I feel like trying is making him miserable. I don't want to end our relationship, but I think it might be kinder to him and to Asha. I'm so sad.