Thanks for sharing!! I find you to be very clear and articulate!! So- being unsettled is uncomfortable, but being fully conscious of how you feel is so important. Keep writing and talking with friends.....It sounds like change is in the air for you! That can be very exciting!!
Sometimes, when I reach the place where I KNOW I have to make an important life changing decision, I get antsy and want to "just do it....now"!! Especially if my discomfort has been felt for quite a while. And just knowing that things are going to change soon can contribute to that feeling of not being grounded. So, one of the things I've done is to remind myself that I am on the verge of making in important change, but I don't have to do it today
Keep doing what you're doing!!! And keep sharing!!!