Thank you for your words of encouragement. I believe what you say to be true. I know once I start to embrace things it will get much easier. For now I'm just trying to remember to breath as I take steps back into his life and learn to adjust to knowing I'm not alone in being able to love more than one nor should I question his ability to love me uniquely while still loving others as well. I think I'm coming to a realization that my true fear is knowing if he can recognize when to many means to little. I should know better than to doubt someone who has been capable to love me both near and far as well as while I'm his and when I've belonged to others. I wish you lots of luck on your current journey.