I think that is the core issue here. I do not like to be open.I am so scared of being hurt. I have only told one person that I loved them and that is Bear. I do not fall in love easly but it seems when I do its forever.
I am really unhappy with life right now. It seems like I am at the bottom of the well.Then I get this call and I see a really bright light and may be even a rope. My choice is do I have the strenght to pull my self up and out...no one else can do it for me.
A new love is vary shiny, but with a regular polish a old one shines just as bright.