After a week of pure unadulterated upset/rage I feel settled.
I'm over hearing assumptions and making them. I have asked for clarification and disclosure. I'm calm enough to have examined aspects of my relationship with Lior, and aspects of our selves.
I accept that he will make the decisions that he feels are best for him. In doing so, I take a step back for my own well-being. I don't know where that will lead us but I'm not worried. I'm focusing on being.