Hey, thankyou for the responces, I look forward to reading the suggested material, I also look forward to the experiences im yet to have.
I told her honestly how I felt, and she apologised, and it hasnt been a problem... I think that all it is, is that I'm going to be experiencing some really really new stuff, and she understood and thanked me for saying, 'ok we've hit a boundary for me'...
I really to appreciate the responces, and I again 'look forward' to becoming a part of the community, on here, and out there, hehe. x