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Old 05-08-2014, 07:54 PM
FullofLove1052 FullofLove1052 is offline
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I was trying to avoid going back to therapy. I suppose I will know when the time is right to resume, or I will work out my issues internally. Unless she can help with my desire for emotional monogamy, I am not sure I need to be in a rush to go back. I can ignore my feelings for others and treat them as irrelevant, but that does not erase them or make me feel any better about loving someone other than my spouse. Having feelings for others makes me feel like I am being at the very least emotionally unfaithful, and it goes against what I am trying to achieve. I have no interest in being a hybrid of poly and a monogamist. This is where the conflict is coming in.
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